I've been feeling depressed lately and I'm not sure why. My computer's messed up, all my Sims 2 games and stuff are gone so I had to reload everything and even then, the CC won't install, I'm failing Chemistry and probably Math, Sara, , is spending the weekend with her boyfriend in Essex so I won't be able to talk with her, the school year is coming to an end and that means that Sara and Alyssa will be graduating and I'll be going into 12th grade and will be alone, and all the stories I ever had on my computer are completely gone. Every. Single. One. I don't want the school year to end because; I don't want to be alone. Sara and Alyssa are the only ones that I feel I fit in with and they'll be graduating this year.

I'm just feeling very depressed and alone right now. I miss my friends, I miss Sara, and I miss my old Sims.

Why the fuck do I worry about everything?! I hate worry about everything! Every. Little. Fucking. Thing. I want to feel normal and live like a normal teenager, instead of worrying about germs, driving, being alone. I want to be able to hangout with people without feeling overwhelmed or full of anxiety. I want to have fun and feel carefree, without worry about getting sick, or getting hurt, or getting in trouble. I want to get a job this summer, but I'm worried about it. I want to get my permit and my license, but I'm worried about it. Just thinking about this makes me worried and I'm about to cry.

God, what the fuck is WRONG with me?

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